The best man I've ever known told me he loved me?and I rejected him.

It's been months since that night, when he showed me what it was to kneel at the feet of a man capable of incredible tenderness and delicious agony in the same breath.

Months since he opened his heart to me. And months since I crushed it without hesitation.

I thought I was doing the right thing for everyone. Especially the band we've sacrificed everything for.

Because Elias "Ice" Turner isn't just my bandmate, my closest confidant, and my every wildest fantasy come to life.

He's my ex's best friend.

Being with Ice would ruin everything. Our lives. Our Band.

Me.

And I'm not even sure I care anymore.

Go ahead. Ruin me, Daddy.